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Sunday, April 5, 2009

saturday was mama's 1st death anniversary.the mandai crematorium we put her ashes at smelt like death,pain and sadness.my most hated place in the world.Coincidentally,4.4.09 was also the day where pple all go to see the dead pple. so it was so crowded when we got there. thankfully we found a lot.I was so composed when we got there. But when i saw mama's face i wanted to cry so badly,but i couldn't because i wanted to be strong.I kept thinking about the things i want to tell her, about how much i miss her and her cooking and her thoughtful advice, her laughter, her smile,everything about her.
So, at the crematorium, I walked off before my emotions overwhelmed me. Then i saw this picture of a baby.He wasn't even 1 year old when he died. I thought about how his parents feel. It's devastating. You know,it's so sad that we don't treasure our loved ones, and when they are gone, you can't bring them back. When mama died, i didn't even get the chance to say goodbye to her. The last time i talked to her was a week or more ago. I could have said hi to her in church that sunday morning,but i did not.How pathetic.
But I'm glad to know that she is in heaven know, rejoicing and singing praises to God,living in complete peace and happiness,not a care at all.Her pain and suffering is gone.Beautiful life.
Btw,about the march holiday assignment-the person you admire the most.
I wanted to write about mama,but i couldn't do it.Becuase it seemed as though whatever i wrote was not good enough for her.Thankfully,i managed to pull it off. I still think the essay could be improved though.
Mama was a quite,observant person.she always cooked my favourite food for me,fish head.NO ONE CAN EVER COOK LIKE HER. She put so much love in whatever she did for us. She prayed for those she knew who were not saved by Jesus Christ and cried when they rejected.She was so stingy with herself,generous to her children and grandchildren.She scrimped and saved for herself.What more can you ask for? And we gave her nothing besides visiting her occasionally.
..........I love you Mama,I'm happy that you are in heaven now. I hope to see you there one day, where we can rejoice together.

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